where i go?
day 11 complete
i’m whispering this post into the internet so no one here’s it. hey, you read that sentence out loud inside your head in a normal voice. stop it. shhhh. whisper. even inside your own head.
that’s it. good. another reason to whisper is because its late at night. the latest at night i’ve done a post. i’ve literally stayed up super late tonight because i’ve been putting off doing this post all evening. i think the pressure was starting to get to me. thinking about the invisible audience for the voice inside my head that is only really able to hear the voice in my head when i write something and publish it so it becomes a voice inside someone else’s head. sometimes that idea can really get to me and i’d rather just shut up and keep the voice inside my own head where no one can *gasp* judge it. except me. probably the toughest judge of all. ah, fuck it.
OK YOU CAN STOP WHISPERING NOW. I’M ACTUALLY SHOUTING NOW ANYWAYS. I HAVE TO ‘CAUSE THE SONG GOT REALLY LOUD. THATS WHY I PICKED IT. IT’S CALLED “BUILD VOICE” BY DAN DEACON. WHAT?? YOU’RE NOT LISTENIN TO THE SONG WHILE YOU’RE READIN THE POST? YOU ARE TOTES DOIN IT WRONG.